prompted by sinclair...
1. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that the reason I still seem so not over her is not because she was that incredible, but because I'm bored with the other options.
2. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that I voluntarily participate in aggravating relationships because I value the really good sex that has been a part of them...and I worry what that says about me.
3. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that I'm most likely not going to make it as a professor once I finish my Ph.D.
4. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that I really did kind of feel it when I met them those two brief days and told my friends I'd met my future husband...even if that's completely ridiculous.
5. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that I think I'm kind of a catch...despite the occasional self-deprecation.
6. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that sometimes I'm a judgmental bitch and that's not always ok.
7. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that my greatest fear is not making an impact.
8. If I was being really honest with myself, I would admit that I don't think I always mean it when I say "I love you," but I'm working on it.
About Me
- hussy red
- queer. femme sister. fat fox. kitteh momma. nerdy grad school type. future burlesque queen. ivory tickler. redhead with dirty roots. cupcake maker. deep breath taker.
2 comments:
oh bestie, i love you for how you put yourself out there on this blog. #5 is absolutely true (pls remove the "kind of", #4 is not ridiculous (yay!), and #7 can't be true because you have already had an impact honey. definitely on my life, and i know for sure on others. countless more to come my friend...
and you know i'm a fan of honesty...so here are some of mine:
1. if i was being honest with myself, i would admit that i don't want to let go of my perfectionism or my critical side, because its fodder for being self-righteous.
2. if i was being honest with myself, i'd admit that i am judgmental when people i care about make different decisions that i would, or when they generally lead their lives differently from me.
3. if i was being honest with myself, i'd admit that i seek out crushes rather than letting something good and true find me because i am afraid that its my destiny to be single.
4. if i was being honest with myself, i'd admit that i am living with a lot of fear, bitterness, and anger in my heart, and i have no idea why.
bestie, these combined 12 self-confessions kind of make us sound like a bunch of jerks...or maybe just hot messes! good thing we've got each other, huh?! ;) big, big love, you! xo.
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